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Saturday, 05 April 2008

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    Busted Stuff
    By Dave Matthews Band
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    Big Eyed Fish....

    So, i got a 2nd job.... i know, i know...  i already work like 200hrs a week.... but 1.  it's just the nature of the industry i'm in... and 2.  i need the xtra kishi now, cuz i got big, BIG plans for the Fall....  So there.. I got a second J.O.B....  Neways, it's at this reeeally suthern spot in Decatur...  it's not fine dining or anything, it's really good, but very basic suthern food...  I'm not gtb learning a lot as far as pastries and desserts, but i'll be learning a lot as far as other stations in the kitchen...  which is cool cuz i have zero experience as far as that's concerned...  plus it's a fast paced environment, which will be good for me.. kick up my speed a notch... I'm excited about it, but also a bit anxious, new kitchen, new people to get used to...  all that...  a tad scary... what if i don't like them, or they don't like me????  Thinking like this is silly...  so i'll stop...  Neways, can i tell u the drama that ensued after chef heard i was out looking for other gigs... mehn..  ppl can't be getting all possessive and shit...  they don't own me...  but i got a raise out of it, and a 2nd gig... so it's all good.... 
    All this is making me wonder how diffrnt things are gtb....  I just hope that out of this phase, whatever it might be, something good will be....  on both ends...  It's hard to imagine how....  but imagining that we would be here was hard too...  so i guess all i have left is really hope, huh...?
    I got a care package today... From my faaavourite aunt....  Shortbread cookies, hobnobs, and some perfume.....  It made me soo happy.... I luv care packages...  I think i'll send one to my brother...  I know he'll love it...

Monday, 24 March 2008

  • Monsters as Dessert????

    I had to pass off some monsters as dessert yesterday...  It was the most embarrasing thing and  i cringed every time a plate of that monstrosity had to go out.  It was supposed to be individual servings of carrot cake...  I was all prepped for the afternoon, had the cake cut out into squares, and piped rosettes on them...  Personally, compared to the other choice of dessert, i thought the cake squares were much too big, and since when do u serve cake with frosting, with ice cream...?   The whole dessert sucked, actually, both desserts sucked, it was very obvious that not much thought was given to them...  as it usually is with the sunday desserts....  but that's a whole 'nother story, i'll go into it when things change and i can fully bitch.. haha...  Neways, i had to do the best with what i had, which is y i had piped rosettes on them, trying to make them look as elegant as possible...so a few plates go out, and chef is on expo and of course he comes back there and asks whats the deal, why is the other dessert soo small...  So he decides (i'm not sure y...) that all the c.cake squares should be individually frosted, all sides... on the fly????  because "this is fine dining, and it'll make them look better".... I did it... with the help of the boys...  cut that bitch in half, frosting in the middle, frosting on the sides and on the top... BAM!!!!  all 50 of them...   They looked like SHIT....  I'm still learning about fine dining, but i know one thing it definately is Not is a huge ass square of carrot cake frosted all around, and served with a scoop of ice cream.. wtf???  I can't believe i had to serve that...  I was fuming... as is usu the case these days... but, it's okay.. I feel the winds of change coming, i'll try to sit tight till then..

Tuesday, 30 October 2007

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    Busted Stuff
    By Dave Matthews Band
    Big Eyed Fish
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    A dash of Nostalgia....

    I'll admit... i miss baltimore.. i mean, it's only been what, like 7 months... Here's the thing though.. i miss places in Baltimore, people in Baltimore too... i don't really miss my life there or what became of it.....  I miss XS, and the Inner Harbour with it's dirty water and summer festivals...  and Charles St, and the one way streets in the city, that i came to know like the back of my hand... I miss the sushi, and the salmon omelette with capers from XS.. and the coconut shrimp with orange marmalade from that spot on Pratt street, the name escapes me right now... and i miss the big Barnes and Nobles at the Harbour, it did get dreary after a while tho... and the Au Bon Pain with it's excellent soups and French Roast coffee, unlike no other, oh, oh, and the Whole Foods in Little Italy, that Always, always had my granola just the way i liked it, nice big clusters... i wouldn't even wait to get home to start crunching...  and of course, Peju's Kitchen.. i could always bank on some good 9ja food whenever i didn't feel like cooking...  let's see, i miss hanging out with the crew from Tatin on Thursdays at Mick Oshea's... they had good red headed sluts. lol....  and Bonjour really was the cutest French Pastry shop, ever... even though i didn't like working there very much....  I reeeally miss Organic Soul Tuesdays... I miss the random drives to D.C... hanging out at Tryst...  I miss Annapolis... i reeally miss Annapolis...  it was my getaway... i remember the 45min drive, and how i would be sooo excited the closer i got, cuz i knew mon amor was waiting, lol...  aww.. rmbr the having brunch on saturday mornings, that was always the best... and garden work with your mom...  the lindt chocolate store at the mall... goood times i tell ya... 
    neways, so, i don't regret my move.. at all... i like it here in the A, i haven't quite found my bearings, i don't have places besides my job, and my room, lol, like i did in Baltimore, that i can call "my spot", but that comes with time, right...  Moving has been a great experience so far, i've met some really great people, made some good friends, well, besides the one's that randomly call me "shithead"  for no seemingly apparent reason...  i'm still trying to figure that out...???  Neways, i love my job, i spend a good amount of time there, and yes, it does get pretty stressful at time, but hey, it comes with the territory...  it's a wonderful place to work, and i am getting quality experience there...  i even every now and then am able to squeeze in a signature dessert item on the menu.. so i really am growing...
    All in all, i am content...  very... u know what it is.. i think, actually, i know i finally have that peace of mind that i prayed and prayed for last year...  I've let God slip in and take total control.... and i am at peace.. and while i still worry every  now and then, out of habit, and becuz i am human, i really have a peace within me, more than i've ever felt before, and it's such a relief....  

Wednesday, 15 August 2007

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